Monday, September 26, 2011

I have neither the time nor the energy to support this website.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Laying on of Hands

Something I ate last night didn't agree with me. This morning I decided to go to the doctors office due to abdominal cramping. Because I don't have insurance they wanted the full amount for a visit at the time of service. I didn't have the money, so I went home and called the missionaries instead. Elder Maumau and his new companion who's name I can't remember right now came over and gave me a Priesthood blessing. The blessing focused more on my current strife than on my present illness, though it was sealed with sacred oil. Elder Maumau administered the blessing. He said that the Lord loves me and is mindful of my situation in life, that the Lord wants to hear from me, and that if I am faithful my present problems will pass with "ease". I think its safe to say that I felt the presence of the Spirit with us this morning. I'm ready to do His work.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Stats

I've tried and failed in the past. Its now or never. There is no avoiding my divine calling without bringing destruction onto my head. Current Stats:

Age: 26
Gender: Male
Sobriety time: 60 days from drugs and alcohol, 6 or seven from tobacco.
Other vices: Pornography, clean for seven days.

Church status: Disfellowshipped since early 2004
Highest priesthood obtained: office of Teacher in Aaronic priesthood.

Risk factors: Emotionally compulsive behavior. Pending legal issues weigh greatly on confidence.

This is my goal, to regain my fellowship in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints in a timely manner, remain free from previously listed addictions from this point forward, and become ordained to priest in time to baptize my son who turns eight in less than a years time.

Long term: Find an eternal companion.